to my girl,
i went thru a lot tonite, thinking and pondering. just now, i understood something - love hurts, if it doesn't, it's not really love. it takes time and a lot of problem solving skills.

i can't give you the second present but just wait, there's plenty of time.
here's the third one, from the bottom of my heart.



you know everything that you need to know about me right now. as for other stuff, you'll learn them eventually. same with me.
we've been through quite a bit already, there's still a lot to go, so let's go.

rite now, you need space and i need space. space to think and moreover, space to study. ;)



To my past,
i thank you for going through everything with me. i was to afraid to say what i should of said. but honestly, i don't regret anything i do.

to my first, every word i said when we were together was from the bottom of my heart. and the only thing that seperated us was fate. i honestly wish you will find a guy more suitable and will take best care of you.

to my second, although the time was short and the end was depressing for both of us, i just want you to know, i was the biggest jerk. for the longest time, all i could wish for is for you to forget about me and be the person you were before that. but if that's not the case, i still wish you learn from the past, just as i, and live life to its fullest. remember to study hard and fulfill your dreams.

to ray, help me edit my grammar -_-

to karen again, i love you.

happy birthday winnie =) you're rad. hahahhaa


here's birthday kiss (har har har)

from - your favourite brother XD
don't worry, be happy

weekend passed by so quickly...hmm...what exactly did i do? alrite...project...and..umm...hmmmmm

@_@

exam mode starting now
must sleep earlier X_x

finally got a job
Equitable Life Insurance - investment system analyst @_@

don't ask me what i do because i have no clue. =.=

hmmm, gotta find a place to live...maybe milton ;) hahahaha

anywhos, back to toronto for friday and friday only, winnie's birthday. she thinks she's so special but really...youR NOT! ahr ahrharharha harhar

salty but sweet =P

5:35 rite now, i'm at DC library. listening to landy
weather ok, little to the hot side.
ate pizza for dinner, came back for algebra
3 interviews tomolo
i'll see how i do this time +P

i am almost done algebra! so happy...

you are gorgeous with or without make-up ^^ i'm kidding! but seriously.
mwahahaharharhra

pictures ;)


escaping from all the numbers


my calc TA, he reminds me of some cartoon character...perhaps Brain from pinky and the brain


shorty, this is a pretty picture


last friday, at raintree cafe +P the performer wasn't good but didn't rreeaaally matter.

it's a fact that you tend to smile when others smile.
i've been told that i look angry because i don't smile often =| got that from my dad for sure -_-

it's hard to describe this but you make every organ inside of me smile when you smile. cooooooooooll...

moving on to the next topic,
birthdays!

to amy and bonnie, happy belated birthday =) treat the cd as a b-day present -__-... sorry i can't make it to the blue man group concert, but just so that you know, i got a lot of studying done XP

wow, so many more birthdays coming up =) i've notice how many leo's i know.
"cool....indeed....seriously"

aite..back to sequential circuits @_@

Better Together - Jack Johnson

There is no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it's so hard
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together

Mmm, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments just might find a way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings
Or brings new things for tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too, too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression I was somewhere in between
With only two, just me and you, not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be, we'll sit beneath the mango tree now

Yeah, it's always better when we're together
Mmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together (mmm)

I believe in memories, they look so, so pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together

i'm never good with words. my thoughts are rarely concentrated on a spot that's it's so hard for the words coming from my mouth to catch up with my stupid brain. When i answer your questions i always try to take the longest time to answer them.

because i want to stop making stupid mistakes.

yesterday, my brain was pretty much 90% (more than usual) snoozing - so i didn't take that time to properly answer your question. remember i told you to forgive me if my random words accidently make you feel uncomfortable or even frustrated?

i am happy but that doesn't mean i don't care. i am happy because i have things that matter to me and that i care about.

i'm not worrying that much, but that doesn't mean i don't care. i do, in fact, i do care about everything that surrounds me. i care a lot.

i made a promise to myself and a promise to my dad. i intend to keep these promises.


ps: these sentences don't seem to connect that well but i am working at it.

i don't want you to worry, i want you to understand and trust me.

studying at DC now +_+
ink pen is cool =) i feel like tenti........
anywhos, physics is getting more and more interesting these days. kinda PHun..ar har har harhar

wanna go excercise XP
hvn't played badminton for a month now (the crappy tournament doesn't count)

btw, i hope you enjoy that b/w album -_- andy and phil are never home so i dropped it off at drews =P

listening to lounge music now .|`.|

eye bags are finally showing =) <-- notice i am kinda smiling ;)

camera's back, muahahhaa...so i shall upload some pix later

i'm a little tired right now so not much words will be flowing through my fingers today =P

just want to let you know, my room is still tidy (kinda) ;)


dad's leaving on sunday =( didn't get to see him as often as previous times but that just makes the weekends extra long and nice =)

some of my favourite favourite things
-having mom scratching my back before sleep
-playing golf with dad
-sharing thoughts w/ stupid winnie
-sleeping on the couch and having someone bringing me pillow and blanket ;)